Let me hold you for the last time February 17, 2009
Mood: Troubled.
Listening to: Broken Strings- James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado.
Need to get used to LJ soon.
Super angry with my parents. I was registering for my G7 exams and then had to ask for parental information, credit card stuff etc. Then they gave me the super bo-chap attitude. Plus the TV was rudely blasting away and so they complained I wasn’t making myself clear. Seriously. It is their info, their money and I’m trying my best not to make any error so that they don’t pay the $302 for nothing.
Now that it is completed, I still have to send an external email to the person-in-charge for other requests. Sian3-bu4-sian3! The internet has saved the administration fees, yet I have to go through the hassle for having myself at the computer making sure everything is right. Unlike the form where they’ll check after I’m done with it. Can’t wait for the confirmation, though it will be July when I do receive it. And if I don’t, I’ll be screwed a thousand times.
I think I kinda exaggerated the last part, but I don’t care anyways!
CNY and Valentine’s are over! Last day of CNY was super fun. Went marina barrage to look at the moon! Lol. The people with those super imba telescopes gladly let us look at the moon! And when I asked the price, they said $1000. Then I said, “That’s reasonable.” And guessed what they said? “Oh. It’s for the tripod only. For stability.” Yeahhhh. And I didn’t ask for the price of the telescope! And Jon taught me to set the camera settings to get a good pic. And here’s what we caught.
Pretty eh? Hahaha. Yeah. Reminds me of the Twilight Series, of which I’m proud to say I completed reading everything!
And then there was Senior Meet Junior on Tuesday morning! And Ced, YuSin played retainees, called Bruce and Monica respectively! Super hilarious! And LuanTian, ShuHan and SherLi played as J1s! HAHAHA. But 09 batch does not seem as fun as us! Lol. Wonder if it was the same when our senior class met us.
Then it was VDAY celebrations. A Pink Black Friday. ’cause it was Friday the 13th and it was the day before Valentine’s! Anyways, did something simple for CIC and close ones and then Sher, YuSin and I made something for our class. For this year, I received loads of handmade stuff, probabaly due to recession! Lol. But it was still fun though. V Concert was still okay. Can do better though. (((((((((:
Saturday was my first ’spec-less’ Valentine’s Day. Had a date with badminton, then with the flyers then with my family! Hahaha. Had dinner at Melting Pot. And they had a band there singing, actually it’s the staff that were performing. But they were good! No actual date this year though. And fortunately NO. I love to spend time with my family. But I’m not ruling out a possibility of spending part of the day with others too! Lol. Oh and that includes the V-Day outing!
Oh and I got presents for my mortal(s) for Valentine’s. No reply so far! Don’t they know how the game works? Oh and my ANGEL sent a letter. And it was written:
Yo MAMA
I’m urrr angel.
Yeah. EXACT SAME WORDS. Then I wrote back “Yo PAPA, I’m your mortal.” and drew a crossed heart and signed off. And I received an apology letter. And this time more than those few words. Haha. So maybe my ANGEL isn’t evil after all. Just that some don’t know how the game works. But it’s still boring. The guys in junior class are no fun! HAHA.
CTs are coming soon and I need to start! Yeah. But more importantly would be first finishing my tutorials. Chem is super stressful but a least I’m not as blur as last time. And then Math is still trying hard. Physics would be the worst. I don’t know what to do. Seems too late for any tuition or whatsoever. Econs is pure luck for me. Sometimes it’s okay, sometimes it doesn’tfind it’s way to me. Yeah.
Can’t think of anything else to add right now. Oh yeah. These 2 weekends will be super hectic. Yupps. Health Mapping, SPA, Camp Prep, CTs, Buy Dress…. Simply DREADFUL.
It’s the last chance to feel again.
Everything I do, I do it for for you February 7, 2009
Finally, orientation week is over! Not that I’m an OGL, but the noise, the super crowded canteen with stalls that are sold out their food is driving me crazy!
Yesterday was CLASS PICNIC! Yay! Had Macs for bfast, then we played ball around the area! They played dodgeball while I waited to digest the food. Then joined them for capt’s ball, and my specs when crooked after being hit! HAHAHA. Oh and here’s a fun fact: Randy Can Jump(RCJ)! HAHA! Maybe s54 peeps alrdy know, but really! Too bad YuSin’s sick, or else she could have joined us for the fun! And my dear girl if you’re seeing this, hope that you’re feeling much better now! And then after the games, we went cycling! Yeah. My butt is kinda pain today, must be the aftereffects of cycling! Sherlyn wanted to go for the mass dance at Sea Regatta, but then we waited till we were bored and decided to forget about it. Winky later called me on the bus when I was along Katong and told me mass dance was just starting. Hahaha. Seriously! On the overall, yesterday was super fun and I really enjoyed it, though we didn’t manage to go out for a movie after it. >.< Wanna watch TCCBB!
Saw Ban recently. Yeah. He’s doing great. In fact, better than what I expected him to be. Yeah. And I’m gald that some of my juniors are in VJ! My batch still beat them in numbers! Guess we’re the best batch to make it to VJ! Things still have not changed, and we’re still looking from afar!
January is over and Feb is here already! Before you know it, it will be CTs and then Prelims then A’s! I don’t even wanna think about it!
Went out to ChinaTown just now. For the desert shop Gordon recommended! Yay! Then to esplanade to walk walk look look see see! Chinese NewYear will soon be over. Then the next major event on my calendar will be the CTs then Jimmy’s wedding then SATs I guess. In August would be my G7 Pracs. I just wanna pass it, not asking to much. Promise myself not to make the same mistake.
The pic was taken on Thursday after Chem when Mr Kho did not even bother turning up for tutorial! Yeah. And that’s the number of people in class. Max for the week! What we do is just slacking around, talk cock and sleep (ChinBoon and YiHe)! Pose for funny pics and stuff. As for the two to the side, namely Elton(John) and Randy, they’re singing while studying I think. Wincent, to their back, is DEFINITELY studying! Cedric is just stoning i think. OH! Not forgetting ShuHan and SherLi taking the pics! I love our class!
Aww man! Can’t meet Jason on Monday to keep fit! HAHAHA. Because daddy’s taking the day off and we’re going out to celebrate the last day of CNY!
Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
It Makes My Mind Drunk Upon Seeing You February 3, 2009
I’m juggling between two blogs right now. And today’s post would be on lj.
In case you can’t find it, here’s the link!
Love ya loads.
I’ll Take Care Of You Tonight February 1, 2009
HAHA. Kinda long since I’ve updated.
CNY is over! Aww man. I really miss the holiday! It seemed to pass so fast! I really enjoyed it. Saturday was steamboat with dad’s side, then Sunday with my ah-ma.
First day of CNY was spent at uncle’s house. Then the usual reunion lunch, where the kids younger generation sat at one table, and the adults on the other. Fortunately, jon and i booked the tix earlier. So the night of chu1 yi1, we went cathay to watch HK movie! HAHA. It’s a tradition I’ll never get sick of. Then later off to River HongBao, and then StarBucks! It was already one plus when i got home.
Second day at AhMa’s place. Gambled and play games. Yeah. Then we went to grandaunt’s place to visit. WenXi was super cute! She called ‘LaoGor’ as ‘LaoPo’! HAHAHA. I simply love the little ones! My camera is filed with their pics! Anyways, back to AhMa’s house for dinner and continued. Went home around 2?
Next day in school was terrible! Super tired. I will just drift off in the middle of lecture etc. HAHA.
Oh. And S54 spent yesterday evening at ShuHan’s place. Reunion dinner! Very fun! We stayed till around 11pm, and then walked to Tanah Merah MRT, hoping to catch the last train. But we missed it! Crap! Got daddy to fetch Sher, SherLi and JingWei home! And I got home around 1am. Hahaha!
Oh man. The J1s are coming in tomorrow. And there goes the less-crowded assemblies, canteen and the shorter-queue-than-last-yr. How I wish I’m an OGL! Argh. Forget it. We’re gonna crash orientation! Plus there’s like planning for the CCA walkabout, Piano concert etc. Sianxxx!
Though lectures are cancelled, tutorials are still the same. So lessons do end early, but I’ve gotta stay back!
Monday: Prep for CIC CCA walkabout.
Tuesday: Piano Rehearsal/ Giving out of flyers
Wednesday: CCA Walkabout
Thursday: Piano Ensemble
Yeah. That’s pretty much. So I can’t run with Jason, Lo or my brother for the next few days. Crap. I’d rather run with them than to run tomorrow morning! Argh. I wanna play games! Hahaha.
Ok. Got to go alrdaye. Super tired!
We’ll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don’t waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we’ll hope it’s not for nothing at all
Tell Me Why You’re So Hard To Forget January 20, 2009
OMG! I’m simply super addicted to the song ‘A Little Not Too Over You‘!
HAHA. I’m glad today ’cause I’m starting to retrieve info and stuff from that sick com of mine!
And today is Timothy’s Birthday!
HAPPY 18th Birthday TIM!
Anyways, our class went to Swensen’s for lunch!Together with his girlfriend and some of his CHS friends! The food was super filling I tell you! Haven’t had a single bite till now! Got loads of pics, but they’re not with me.
Then later I went back to school at 5 for CIC! Teacher handover ceremony. After what steph said, I thought about it on my way home, and I realised what she said was right. There should be a “Let’s-trash-things-out” session! Seriously. Get the tone and things right before the J1s come in. Effective planning and organisation of activities. Feedback session! HAHA.
CNY is coming soon! Aww man! I’ve yet to buy a bag! To contain my hongbaos! HAHA. Just joking! Have to stay in school till dunno what time on thursday! Argh.
You’re The Best Definition Of Good Intentions January 18, 2009
Dear lord, Please cure my sick computer for a start!
Oh man! That freaking desktop that contains ALL my pictures and data seems to have contracted a virus! Just hoping that the files don’t get deleted or lost! This seriously sucks. I learnt my lesson: Duplicate whatever you have!
Then there is another sad story! I merely passed my G6 theory examinations! Mummy and Daddy were like “How could this have happened? Did you study?” My gawd. They just will never remember whatever I tell them! It’s free response, depending on how the freaking assesor wants to grade your work! Don’t you think I’m sad enough? It’s my first time getting a mere pass too! D:
On the brighter side of LiXuan’s life, she went shopping today! At FarEast! Lol. I bought up to a total of $106 today! All covered by mummy dearest! Thank You! So now… I’ve got a total of 4 dresses, 1 jeans and 2 tees! Plus flats! Yay. And 3 accesories to go along with them! CNY is so covered!
By the way, I realised people are getting really grumpy as CNY approaches. Esp the adults! The housework never seems done. Seriously, it’s just a day. Any other day! Except the fun and all. It doesn’t really matter. Besides, it’s recession year now. Haha. Save the money than to clean up! Hahaha. I’m getting ridiculous!
I’m done with 3 out of 4 of the twilight series. Nope. I didn’t buy the book. And I’m glad ’cause I’ve got real nice people who are willing to lend me the book! I did new moon and eclipse over one week! And then got a scolding from daddy who says I’ve been reading too much and doing too little work! Like WHAT? I think I’ve pretty covered all the household chores I’m supposed to do, plus my tutorials. Okay. The tutorials part is only ‘partially’. Haha. Can’t blame me! At least I’m starting to do them now! Shearen dear is going to lend me ‘breaking dawn’ on Tuesday. Guess I’ve got to read it without them knowing! On the whole, the plot is good, but the way the author describes it isn’t as great! I love Bella and Edward! Haha. Poor Jacob though.
Friday night was shopping for pussy willows with my family and jon’s! Then off for prata at 11pm at Casurina’s Curry! Yay. Then WenXi came over on Saturday to play! I love babies so much! Then went to shop for goodies yesterday night too!
Okay. Tomorrow’s the start of Week 2 of school. For the JC students! Haha. There’s PE first thing in the morning! Crap! Hate running with the school. We’ll see how it goes.
Lastly, thanks to dear Sherlyn for the lovely message! HAHA. Don’t know if she will see this. But thanks girl!
I’ve got a LJ account (here). Not updated yet! Someday I might just change! Look out!
They say bad things happen for a reason January 13, 2009
School has started. For these 2 days, I’m not able to wake up on my own. Instead of snoozing the alarm, I turn it off. So when my brother and mum wakes me up later, I’ll be rushing to wash up and get myself out of the door. Then in the car I’ll start sleeping till I get to school.
This year’s timetable, fortunately, is less screwed than last year’s. Breaks are all one period, so it will prevent us from going to the treehouse to play! And then we all end earlier. Lastest being 2.30, and earliest at 1.20. Why is it only ‘less screwed’? Because lessons end at 1.55 on my cca days, tuesday and thursday! Argh.
Okay. Shall not blog too much. But here’s something good to recommend.
Go visit this store okay! There’s the HongKong street food thingy there, but do try the wanton mee! Ya. And let me know how you think the food is okay! I personlly love this!
Okay. Still on my birthday. Wanna thank my class, and then sher and yusin and simei, then ocip laos team (for the cute bowl and ’sorbet’) and then cic. And then my lovelies for the body shop package, shaun for contacts and then jr for the thumbdrive.
Yayness! Chinese New Year’s coming!!! (((((:
It’s time to love again January 8, 2009
Okay. What have I been up to lately? Ever since the year started?
1st Jan was as any other year, spending my time with my loved ones and all. Dined at Minori to celebrate, and cut my lovely cake! Love Jim Deli’s! Yum Yum!
Then the weekend was out shopping for CNY clothes, to no avail. Saturday night was the routine, going around to explore new places. That day, we ‘ventured’ out to Seletar area. Near the reservoir. And we looked from the bridge. One side was the reservoir, the other side was the sea. And not too far away was Malaysia! Cool eh! (((:
Sunday morning was at the cemetery paying respects to my grandmother. It is already the 6th year anniversary, yet sometimes I do still dream of her. Later in the afternoon was with the GC, spent at Andrew’s. HAHA. Super fun with taboo! And then all their travelling experiences!
Monday was at home mugging then watching XNR’s last episode! Kinda knew the ending, but wasn’t really glad with it! Haha. And it didn’t really leave an impact. They told the story, and did not further elaborated on it. But I’ll still miss the show. D:
Tuesday was the mugging session with Sher and YuSin.YES. Finally something productive. At least the environment there was great. But I need to train my brain to concentrate more. It was dead after a few hours I guess! Couldn’t get anything into my head already!
Yesterday was at bugis and all shopping. Guess who I saw there? Funny Naomi! Haha. Lucky for her, she doesn’t have to return to school on Monday like I do, since she’s still waiting for her A’s results to come out. Sad thing is, she won’t be there to ‘brighten up’ my life anymore! 
Okay. What’s on today? Starting with coaching later on at 3. Crap. Yes. And before that I plan to go school earlier to study a bit, since I can hitch a ride to school! Yay! Then there is also OCIP BBQ at HuiShan’s house later. Hopefully I can get another ride there! Haha. Piano class was cancelled after I inform Ada that I could yesterday morning, before the call for coaching came! Wadesheet~ Never mind then. Just go for the freaking class can already. Get my ‘pre-planned’ scolding and then SIAM!!! Haha.
I’m so not looking forward to next Monday.
PS: Sorry for having ‘no photos (yet)’. I’ll upload it when I have the time!
XOXO~
Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009! December 31, 2008
Last day of 2008.
Many things happened this year, as I transitted to a new environment. Earlier this year was a little bumpy for me, with the appeals and all. But this year was a eventful one for me. I managed to open up to more people, and get to know others better. Accomplished things I would not have done last year. People said I’ve grown, and that’s really good to hear.
Of course, there are also the bad times. Academic challenges for one. Didn’t seem to focus that well in classes this year, causing grades to be… bad. Then there are also inter-personal relationships. Friends, or not. That one was a close shave. Now all that is settled, I’m ready to welcome my new year as one without any obligations!
JC Life has allowed me to be less dependent on my family. Since I do not have much religious commitments, getting to know these people really helped me to widen my social circle. Also, spending time less with my family is inevitable. And as all of us grow older, we do not really get together any more. Plus, everyone is living different lifestyles! Some are in Poly, some University and some not in Singapore. Some are already having the other half spending time with them. So… it’s kinda awkward at times seeing one other. And for me being one of the youngest, it is superrr awkward.
This year, I’m really thankful I got to stay in VJ with my wonderful classmates! Speaking of which, I’m really glad that I went out with them yesterday. Loved the present Sher, YuSin and a little SiMei had for me! I’ll take pics sometime soon and post it! Kinda looking forward to the new school semester when we’ll be seeing one another. Yet this time round, we’ll be the seniors and shall be facing the A Levels!
New Year Resolutions + Birthday Wishes
These two (above) are kinda linked together because they fall on the same day. So it isn’t unfair if I made a little but more wishes and please make it come true!
1.) A Levels: This year is going to be tough. since I’ve got the whole of last year syllabus to revise properly. Please bless me with the perseverance when I ever feel like giving up! And also the wisdom of knowledge and all, so that I will do well and get into my desired college course!
2.) Health: I really want to be healthy. Promise to stay away from junk food as much as possible, and get sufficient sleep! No more chasing drama serials and chatting on the phone or online! With my vitamins and all, I really want to stay in the pink of health.
3.) Relationships: Just remain single and carefree! Not to make any enemies or whatsoever! Haha. Get to know more people and focus on what I need to, not want to! Study Groups!
4.) Spending: Less on luxury goods. Save up for the important stuff. That’s all I need to say.
5.) Responsibilty: I’m really hoping to work on this aspect. Get more people to trust me with the important matters. I really want to come across to others as someone that they can trust, personally and in work.
In short, no more lies, no more excuses! What you see is what you get! Yupps.
Guess I won’t be going out much in 2009. Shall be staying home a lot. Hopefully it won’t be ‘Miss Fatty LiXuan’ in 2010!
